A ROGUE RUC officer in Co Derry helped UDA killer Torrens Knight move one of the deadly guns he used in the 1993 Greysteel ‘Trick or Treat’ massacre.
The policeman, stationed at Coleraine RUC Barracks, recovered the automatic rifle, also used to also murder four Catholic workmen, from a spot being searched by his colleagues weeks before the Rising Sun atrocity.
The loyalist sympathising constable – who was not believed to be working on Special Branch orders – was able to carry out the dirty move after fishermen discovered the bag of UDA weapons on the banks of a Co Derry river.
Stunned by the terror find at Hunter’s Mill, Aghadowey, the anglers left the area and reported what they found to a local politician.
SDLP MLA John Dallat contacted police who carried out an almost instant search around the Agivey River.
However RUC search teams failed to locate the weapons because they scaled the wrong section of the bank.
The blunder allowed the corrupt constable to go the area himself, recover the two high powered firearms and hand them straight back into the hands of the psychotic UDA/UFF gang.
Just weeks later on October 30 Knight, along with UFF killers Jeffrey Deeney and Stephen Irwin burst into the Rising Sun bar and murdered eight men and women. As the killers sprayed the bar with bullets, Irwin shouted ‘trick or treat’.
Speaking to the Sunday World SDLP MLA John Dallat who was told of the disturbing claim by a member of the security forces, said he believes the atrocity could have been prevented.
“What I was told by a former serving member of the Royal Irish Regiment (RIR) was this man was a rogue RUC officer stationed in Coleraine at the time.
“This RIR man had previously served in Coleraine himself and he was disillusioned with the time he spent there, he was at a stage where he felt he wasn’t able to serve the purpose he joined it for.
“It was a number of issues he came to me with, separate to this information about this officer.
“Quite clearly if those guns had been recovered at that time it may have prevented Greysteel.
“One was high calibre and it was that gun that caused most of the damage.
“The find could have also led to the arrest of those who had control of the guns.
“In other words the gang might have been rounded up far earlier before multiple people were murdered.”
The revelation will add to a long list of unanswered questions as relatives and survivors prepare gather for the 24th anniversary of the atrocity this week.
That includes questions surrounding just how close security force personnell were to the killers at the time, including Torrens Knight, who is long suspected of being a paid police informant at the time, and after his release from jail.
Knight – now in his late 40s – was sentenced to 12 life sentences for the Rising Sun bar murders, and that of four Catholic workmen in Castlerock in March of the same year. Three of his UFF accomplices were also handed a number of life sentences for their part in Greysteel.
All were all released in 2000 under the terms of the Good Friday Agreement.
In 2007 the Police Ombudsman said detectives did not have information which could have prevented the 1993 murders of eight people in Greysteel.SDLP assemblyman John Dallat had made a complaint, saying crucial information he gave to detectives was not acted on.
Nuala O’Loan also found there was no evidence killer Torrens Knight was protected from the rigours of the law.
However Mr Dallat says that he believes the full truth of the attack at the Rising Sun bar is still to be uncovered.
“There are tens of thousands of military files sitting in a warehouse somewhere in England that will lay bare the answers to the many unanswered questions surrounding Greysteel, Castlerock and many other atrocities.
“I also believe that Torrens Knight, who masquerades around as a man who has found God, has much, more to tell.
“The campaign currently is to leave the past behind and move on, but not everyone can do that. The relatives of those murdered in Greysteel still suffer to this day.”
Mr Dallat has also raised concerns that the remnants of UDA faction behind the killings is still active.
“The structure of the UDA 24 years on is still intact, for me that creates anxiety that should politics not be restored we still have a foundation of murder and mayhem in this area.
“We do not want another generation to plunge themselves into what Knight and his gang were involved in.”
News broke shortly after 7am today that Martin McGuinness, former IRA leader turned peacemaker, had passed away.
The 66-year-old Irish republican died after a short illness in Derry’s Altnagelvin hospital surrounded by his family. He had a rare genetic disease caused by deposits of abnormal protein – amyloid – in tissues and organs.
I had the opportunity to sit down with Martin McGuinness in 2013, weeks after he announced his decision to step down from his role as MP for Mid-Ulster.
At the time I was working for a local newspaper with a circulation of around seven – maybe even eight – thousand. It really served him very little to speak with me, however he made the time because he said he owed a lot to the people of South Derry and East Tyrone who he emphasised made it possible for him to become Deputy First Minister.
He invited me up to his office in Stormont and even though I had a strict 20 minute time slot, he continually pushed it back and made sure all my questions were answered.
He talked at length about his career, the peace process, Ian Paisley and the Queen, and at that time his hope of maintaining the powersharing government with Peter Robinson.
Unsurprisingly he said being central to the peace process negotiations was the highlight of his political life. And he acknowledged the huge significance his role played in making peace possible in the province.
“I was able to engage and work on vital negotiations that I believe have changed for the better the history of the north of Ireland and the island of Ireland forever and for good.”
Here is the interview in full (published in the Mid Ulster Mail on February 5, 2013).
By Patricia Devlin
IT is unlikely there will ever be another MP who will enjoy a political career as colourful as that of Martin McGuinness’.
Elected in Mid-Ulster three years after the IRA ceasefire, and a year before the Good Friday Agreement, he has been at the helm of the Northern Ireland peace process for over 15 years.
He has negotiated with British Prime Ministers, gone into government with his most bitter enemy, and shook the hand of the Royal Monarch once considered a prime target for the paramilitary organisation he was Chief of Staff for.
On January 2nd this year, he signed off a letter to Chancellor George Osborne that signalled the end of an era for Mid-Ulster, and his career as MP.
“One of the most interesting elections I have ever fought was the very first election that I stood in, in Mid-Ulster. I have never forgotten it, and I never will,” he told the Mail.
“I remember travelling around every town land and trying to get to every single door, up very long lanes and canvassing to very late at night.
“Quite a percentage thought that the seat wasn’t winnable because it had been tried before, and because there had been narrow losses in the past, in other occasions there were very substantial losses because of the divided vote.
“And I had a real engagement with the people of the constituency, I told them, that I believe there was a change in political situation, that the IRA ceasefire in 1994 had changed the ball game completely, that I also believed there would be a change of government in London, that there would be a new government led by Tony Blair and Mo Mowlam.
“That in my view because we had done work with the Labour party that would represent a real opportunity to get a peace agreement and to the forefront of my mind was to be very, very conscious that all of the people of Mid-Ulster, no matter what their political persuasion or religious beliefs, had suffered from the conflict.
“And I was making a pledge to them that I was determined to bring that conflict to an end and so the people came out in huge numbers and I, against all the odds, won the seat by 1800 votes,” he said.
To Mid-Ulster and beyond
Taking the seat from the DUP’s Willie McCrea was seen as a huge victory for nationalists and republicans in the constituency, so much so that Mr McGuinness’’ election as seen as a catalyst for Sinn Fein sowing it’s roots across the province.
“It was clear to me from speaking to the people of Mid-Ulster that they were very tuned in.
“They were very political and they were very willing to seize the opportunity to make their contribution to the peace process, albeit it being a peace process in it’s very early stages.
“And I think that had a very dramatic impact on the peace process, it certainly had a dramatic impact on constituencies like West Tyrone where Pat Dorrity later emerged as MP, Fermanagh and South Tyrone where Michelle Gildernew emerged as the MP and Newry and Armagh where Conor Murphy emerged as the MP.
“I give credit to the people of Mid-Ulster for having accomplished that and by voting for me, then made it possible for people in other constituencies to recognise that voting for Sinn Fein could bring change, not just in terms of recognising the constituency but in terms of bringing peace which I believed at that time was a passionate objective of mine, but I also believed that it was passionate desire of the people of Mid-Ulster.”
The Deputy First Minister says he is in no doubt at what the highlight of his time in Mid-Ulster has been.
“It has to be the success of the peace process,” he said.
“The peace process is considered as the most successful peace process in the world today and because I was elected by the people of Mid-Ulster as the MP, in 1997, within a month of that I led a Sinn Fein delegation to South Africa with other parties, Peter Robinson led the DUP delegation, David Trimble led the Ulster Unionists and Mark Durkan led the SDLP, where we met with Nelson Mandela and learned many important lessons about peace negotiations.
“I was then obviously entrusted by the party to be the chief negotiator in the Good Friday negotiations and obviously it was because the people of Mid-Ulster put me in such a prominent political position that I was able to engage and work on vital negotiations that I believe have changed for the better the history of the north of Ireland and the island of Ireland forever and for good.”
The challenges? The building of those personal, political relationships that have dominated the headlines since the powersharing agreement in 2007.
“Of course the first meeting between Ian Paisley was historically of huge importance, whenever it was certain that he and I were going to be First and Deputy First Minister.
“He said a very significant thing, which gave me an insight into Ian Paisley, he said ‘you know Martin, we can rule ourselves, we don’t need these people coming over from England, telling us what to do,’ and I immediately said to myself, ‘well that’s common ground that you and I can stand on’.
“So for a year I had a very good working relationship with Ian Paisley, albeit he was coming to the end of his time as leader of the DUP and First Minister, and of course people then described us as the ‘Chuckle Brothers’, christened that by a member of the Ulster Unionist party who thought it would demean us, in fact people liked it.”
One of the most defining moments of those personal relationships happened in June 2012, just weeks after Martin McGuinness outlined his intention to step down from his MP role.
He says even at the height of his powersharing role with Ian Paisley, shaking the hand of Queen Elizabeth never entered his mind.
“Back in those days I never contemplated even taking a decision on shaking Queen Elizabeth’s hand, but when I did that, I took a very conscious decision to do it as an act of friendship to those who had an allegiance to her In the north of Ireland.
“I think that recognising that things are constantly changing and showing unionists what a United Ireland, or a reunified Ireland would look like I think it is important that we continue to make gestures that make people feel comfortable that moving forward in a shared way, particularly trying to develop an all island economy, is making economic sense for us both north and south.”
Although standing down from Mid-Ulster as an MP, the Deputy First Minister says he will not be standing down from the constituency.
“Some people had that false impression,” he says. “Nothing could be further from the truth.”
“I will be as proud and honoured to continue on as a humble MLA for Mid-Ulster and as Deputy First Minister because I am very committed to the constituency and very committed to the people of South Derry and East Tyrone who have supported me through thick and thin over the course of the last 15 years.
“I have a great affinity with the people of South Derry and East Tyrone and I am very conscious that I would not be Deputy First Minister or even as many people describe it, joint First Minister, on the basis of equality with Peter Robinson, had it not been for the support I received from Mid-Ulster.”
It’s been a week now since I contacted Gardai to ask for a response to allegations that the only sketch of a suspect in the brutal, unsolved murder of RTE set designer Charles Self has ‘went missing’ from detective files.
I was told by the press office that my query had been passed to the investigating officers and I would receive a response in ‘due course’.
I don’t know exactly what time frame ‘due course’ is in the books of An Garda Siochana, but given that it is coming up to the 35th anniversary of Charles’ horrific killing (which no one has even been arrested for) and the continued distress those close to him still feel at not only his loss but also the subsequent failure to find his killer, you’d think the gards would be keen to address such a serious claim quickly.
Hopefully this week I’ll be able to update both Charles’ friend Bill, who was shown the drawing in 1982, and others, with an official Gardai response to this serious allegation. In the meantime the story from last week’s Irish Daily Star is in full below.
By Patricia Devlin
THE only sketch of a suspect in the brutal murder of RTE man Charles Self has gone missing from garda files, it’s been claimed.
Bill Maher, a friend of the English-born set designer, says detectives have told him the drawing, given to gardai by a man present in the house the night he was killed, can’t be located.
Mr Maher, 60, said he was only told the news after repeated requests to see the artist’s sketch again over 30 years after the January 1982 killing.
“Gardai said they don’t have it, it can’t be located,” Mr Maher said last night. “They say there’s nothing recorded about it any statements given at the time. But I was shown it, as were a number of other people.
“It was drawn by Charles’ friend who was proud of how well he recalled the man’s face.”
The sketch was made by RTE man’s colleague Berty Tyrer, who’d stayed in Mr Self’s Monkstown home on the night he was killed.
He later told gardai how he’d returned and retired to bed at the Annesley Mews address before the 33 year-old returned from a night out.
During the early hours of the morning Berty said he was disturbed by a man who came into the bedroom where he was sleeping and said: “Sorry, wrong room,” and closed the door.
The next morning Mr Tyrer, who passed away in 1995, found Charles’ body lying in a pool of blood partly slumped against the front door.
He had been stabbed fourteen times and there were three slash wounds to his throat. A ligature had also been tied around his neck.
No-one has ever been convicted of Mr Self’s murder.
Mr Maher, who is the nephew of murdered Catholic priest Father Niall Molloy, says it was in the days following Charles’ death that gardai presented him with the sketch of a man with “curly black hair”.
“I didn’t recognise him and that was the last time I saw the drawing,” he said.
“When the cold case unit was set up some years later I mentioned the drawing to them, but they didn’t really want to talk about it then.
“I was told over a year ago the case had been reverted back to Dun Laoghaire garda station and that they’d be in touch.
“I didn’t hear from them again until around October/November time and I met with two detectives and I asked them again about the sketch.
“I said if they were doing an appeal, why not use the sketch? It’s the obvious thing.
“They rang me later to say that they had no record of the sketch and it’s not mentioned in my statement.
“But I was interviewed within 24 hours of Charles’ murder, it wouldn’t have been shown to me then, they wouldn’t have had it.
“They then said it could be in storage and they’d send someone to look for it.”
Mr Maher, who had met his friend for a drink the day before he was killed, was contacted again by detectives last week, ahead of a special Crimecall appeal set to be broadcast around the 35th anniversary of the murder.
“I asked them what the story was about the sketch, and they said, ‘we don’t have it, and there’s no record in any statements’.
“I told them name of the guy who had been dealing with at the time and to contact him, he would have been present at the time when I was shown it.
“Then I met with them for the Crimecall piece and they said there’s no record of it. It’s very peculiar.
“Either they have it, they don’t have it or they aren’t putting any effort into finding it.
“It’s frustrating and it’s left me quite angry. It shows how appallingly Charles’ case has been handled.”
Gardai have yet to respond to various requests for comments over Mr Maher’s claims.
In 2008 the murder case was given priority by the Garda’s Serious Crime Review Team and Detective Sergeant Alan Bailey, who has since retired, was placed in charge of it.
He reviewed the case files and found that it was widely accepted at the time that Charles had been killed by a rent boy he had picked up in town and who had never been identified.
Mr Self had spent the earlier part of the night of January 20 that year drinking in known gay haunts in Dublin and was in celebratory mood having got a promotion in work.
He left Bartley Dunnes pub on South William Street at around 11.30pm and walked to a takeaway restaurant on Burgh Quay.
Shortly after midnight, he was seen in the vicinity of the public toilets on Burgh Quay by two different witnesses, but when he hailed a taxi on nearby Eden Quay he was in the company of a 25-year-old ‘fair haired’ male dressed in a two-piece suit.
A taxi driver later said the two became ‘amorous’ in the back of his cab before being dropped off at Mr Self’s home. Despite appeals, this man has never been identified.
His description is also very different to that of the man described by Mr Tyrer, who discovered his friend’s body.
ONE of the longest running newspaper investigations I have ever carried out was one involving a Co Tyrone puppy farmer who was selling hundreds of sick and dying dogs to animal lovers across Ireland.
Co Tyrone woman Wilma Little posed under so many aliases, used so many phone numbers and managed to meet ‘customers’ in so many different locations across the province that it took our team a year to track her down.
By the time we were able to knock on the door of her plush, newly built two storied house armed with enough evidence to prove she was running a cruel battery farm, she had already made thousands from selling sick dogs – many who died within weeks of leaving her premises after being diagnosed with serious diseases.
This is what you are funding when you are buying puppies from internet selling sites.
If you really have to buy a dog this Christmas please, please, please do your research.
There are shelters across the north and south bursting at the brims with unwanted puppies and dogs who desperately need homes. There are also magnificent breeders across the country who will make sure the dog you are buying is the right one for you.
Thankfully following the publication of the below article, animal welfare officers stepped in and closed down Ms Little’s battery farm. She also appeared in court on a number of illegal breeding charges.
She may no longer be in operation, but there are hundreds more like her currently operating across the country. Watch out.
Puppy farmer exposed
This is the heartless puppy farmer selling sick and dying dogs to unsuspecting animal lovers across the province.
Sunday Life unmasks Wilma Little as one of the key players in the cruel money-grabbing trade.
In a year-long investigation into her secluded puppy mill on the outskirts of Dungannon, we can reveal how Little, who also uses the name Emma, has been making a fortune churning out ‘designer’ dogs like ‘jugs’ (a Jack Russell/pug cross) and ‘schoodles’ (a shih-tzu/poodle cross) and selling them on the internet.
Sunday Life also gained access to the squalid shed in Donaghmore where the 40-year-old keeps scores of different pups and dogs locked up in disease-ridden cages.
Our shocking undercover footage shows countless breeds caged together before they are sold on.
In a joint investigation with the the Ulster Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals (USPCA), we can also reveal:
Little poses under five different identities to sell various breeds of designer dogs;
she is raking in thousands of pounds selling dogs for up to £300 a time;
she uses countless mobile numbers to advertise on the web; and
the USPCA has received hundreds of complaints about her Tyrone puppy farm in the last 18 months.
Sunday Life launched an undercover investigation into the illegal puppy farm last year after being contacted by a number of devastated dog owners who fell victim to Little.
Each bought a different breed of pup from her, and each was left heartbroken when the pets they brought home turned out to be seriously ill. Some were so sick, they had to be put to sleep.
Belfast woman Tracey Cousins, who bought two miniature Jack Russell pups, was left with a vet bill spiralling into hundreds of pounds after both dogs were found to be suffering from the parvo virus – a killer infection spread amongst dogs.
Just one of them survived.
Another dog sold by Little, a small shih-tzu male, had to receive treatment for urine burns to his legs and body – believed to have been caused by other dogs inside the farm shed.
Our undercover reporters called to Little’s Garvagh Road home after responding to one of her many online adverts.
This time she was selling a litter of brown and black maltese, shih-tzu cross pups, known as ‘mal-shis’.
When we arrived at her plush, two storied home, just a few miles from the quiet village of Donaghmore, she greeted us at the door with the tiny, male pup in her arms.
Selling it as a “loving pet” raised in a “family home”, Little , who at that time told our reporter her name was ‘Julie’, said: “It likes running about, and is very good with children as well.”
Little also paraded out a small black and white female shih-tzu, and claimed the female dog was the pup’s mother.
She said the small shih-tzu, around two years old, was a family pet, and that it was her first litter of pups.
When asked if we could see the father of the pup, she replied: “We don’t have the daddy, we got her covered. He was very healthy, very healthy now.”
She also handed our reporter a health card, apparently signed by a vet, with a sticker from a recent vaccination.
She said: “He has no problems – it went to the vet and got checked over.
“The vet looked over him and gave him his first injection, and he is due again on the 7th of June for another one. And he said it was a very healthy, very healthy wee pup.”
Pointing to a sticker on the small, white card which had the words ‘vaccination record’ across the front, she said: “That’s called parvo, and that is very, very important to get into the pups.
“Very, very important. Then that’s him fully vaccinated for a year.”
We handed over £220 in cash to Little and we did not receive a receipt.
Our undercover team immediately took the animal to the USPCA’s Animal Hospital in Newry where he was examined by a senior vet.
And far from the clean bill of health allegedly given to it by the Co Tyrone woman’s vet, the tiny pup was found to have a list of medical problems.
“He has a large scrotal hernia on his side where you can actually push the contents of the hernia back up inside to the abdomen,” the USPCA’s senior vet told Sunday Life.
“That would be a pretty substantial congenital abnormality. That will require surgical correction.
“Also, you were told the pup was eight weeks old, well at that age they really have all of their teeth – he’s only got a couple of sets. The rest are still under the gum, so he’s probably a bit younger than what you were told.”
He will also require rehabilitative treatment due to behavioural problems – directly caused by being caged with other dogs since being born.
Examining the so-called vet card, handed over by Little, the USPCA vet said: “If your puppy takes sick tonight, who do you contact here? There’s just the name of the company that provide the drugs.
“The second thing is, the vaccine is signed by whoever this is. There really should be a vet stamp here.
“Also, If the puppy is eight weeks, the puppy should have had its first full vaccine and not just its parvo shot.
“We would usually do a parvo shot at six or seven weeks because we can’t give them a full vaccine at that stage.
“So I am little confused as to why it was given a parvo shot at eight weeks, when it could have just been started on the full vaccine.”
Earlier this month we returned to Little’s sprawling home where this time she was selling a litter of ‘schoodles’ – shih-tzu/ poodle cross pups.
Appearing at the door of her sprawling country home with two small, white dogs – one male, one female – the puppy farmer told our reporter: “I had six of them and they are all very healthy pups, very healthy.”
She again paraded out the same female shih-tzu dog she brought out to our undercover team five months before, and again claimed that it was the mother of the litter of pups. Again, she also claimed it was the animal’s first litter, and that the female dog had been “covered” by a pal’s male poodle.
Despite both shivering in fear on the front door step of her home, she told our reporter the timid animals were “more used to children” than adults.
Pointing to the female pup, which sat timidly with its head on its paws, she said: “It doesn’t come near me, but it follows my wee girl everywhere. It’s more of a children’s dog.”
Claiming the dog had been “checked over” and vaccinated, she handed our reporter a health card – allegedly signed, stamped and dated by a vet.
She added:”They’ve been parvoed (received a parvo vaccination), wormed and ‘fleaed’.”
Again, we handed over £220 in cash to Little and then rushed the lethargic and distressed pup straight to the USPCA’s Animal Hospital in Newry, where staff were shocked at its condition.
Diagnosed with kennel cough – a serious respiratory infection in dogs – the tiny, white pup sold to our undercover reporter as a “very healthy” house pet, also had an infection in its nasal passage.
Terrified of human contact because it was only used to the presence of other dogs, the distressed animal also had urine burns on its tiny paws.
A senior USPCA vet also said the schoodle was “riddled with worms”.
But just an hour before, crafty Wilma Little told our undercover team a very different story.
In fact the “friendly” dog had been suffering inside the battery farm shed close to lying Little’s Garvagh Road home.
Stephen Philpott from the USPCA said his charity has been inundated with complaints about Little.
He said: “In recent months, she has been by far the person who the public are complaining about the most. There are others, numerous others, but she is the one that is getting the most complaints.”
On Friday we confronted Little with the evidence we had gathered.
She admitted that she knew what she was doing was illegal, but said she was currently awaiting on a block licence from her local council.
“We did have a licence you see,” she said. “It went out of date and we had to do a couple of things, I’ve paid for it (a block licence), and we are just waiting for the dog people to come out.”
When told about the condition of the animals that Sunday Life bought from her, she replied: “Right.”
And when told we had spoken to other victims whose animals became seriously ill, she replied: “I don’t get many complaints because I tell the people, if anything goes wrong, give me a ring. I have said that to people.”
When asked why she uses so many different names, and telephone numbers to advertise the dogs, she replied: “My daughter puts them on (Gumtree) for me. You are only allowed to use two numbers, and that’s why.”
Sunday Life also asked how many dogs she had sold in a year, after saying that she had to “check the book”, she confirmed she currently had 40 dogs on her premises.
She added: “All our dogs are injected every single year. As I said, anything goes wrong with the pups, ring me and I’ll sort money back. No problem. No-one has came to me with complaints.”
We also asked her to show us around the shed where she admitted to breeding the dogs.
She declined, saying her husband “told me not to.”.
Little added: “I have nothing to hide, not a thing.”
Inside Little’s puppy farm
Howling through the bars of their urine-soaked cages, these are the designer dogs being sold off by a Co Tyrone puppy farmer as “beautiful house pets” reared in “a loving family home”.
But as our exclusive footage from inside Wilma Little’s puppy farm shows, nothing could be further from the truth.
Their beds consist of saw dust, and the only heat they have is the October sun shining through an opened wooden shed door.
It’s unlikely these animals have ever seen the inside of a cosy family home as Little makes out in her online ads, where she advertises pups for up to £300 a time.
Inside one small section of this shed, five cross breed pups are caged inside the one pen.
There are pugs, poodles and shih-tzus – all are unclean, and their fur is unkempt.
Next to them is a fully grown dog, who jumps into a plastic basket in fear as the footage is recorded.
Just inches away, two tiny Chihuahuas scurry into the corner, while a black and tan dog inside the same pen barks over the top of a steel panel, used to separate them from the other dogs. Next to them, is one small black and white terrier like dog.
She is on her own, so has the luxury of having her own bowl of water and food. The rest share in each pen, covered with a scattering of sawdust, probably caused by the dinner time rush.
These scenes are nothing like the pictures used by Wilma Little to sell these production line dogs.
In one advert, Little, who uses various mobile numbers and identities to avoid being detected as an illegal breeder, called one litter of shih-tzu crosses “balls of fluff” ready for their “loving homes”.
“This footage is just typical of the puppy farms I have seen,” USPCA boss Stephen Philpott said after seeing Sunday Life’s footage. “Par for the course.”
“We are getting these types of dogs into our animal hospital on a twice weekly basis, and countless complaints over the phone.
“Puppy farmers like Little will portray themselves as something completely different.
“They’ll use multiple phones, multiple numbers and this particular one that you have experienced will say they are from one part of the country when they are from another.
“They’ll misrepresent the dog, they will say it is something it is not. They will portray the dog to have health and veterinary work, when they haven’t.”
The USPCA Chief Executive added: “You see the lengths we go to here to control disease, and we don’t have anywhere near the amount of dogs these people have.
“There’s an endemic problem with these dogs, so many of them, coming from this address, are sick and someone needs to go and sort it out.
“For all the animal welfare people, we are asking them through your newspaper, who is going to sort this out?”
(Article originally appeared in Sunday Life in October 2014)
A SHELVED report which revealed concerns nuns falsified the deaths of babies before selling them to parents in the USA was seen by two Ministers, a former HSE chief has claimed.
Former Children and Family Services assistant director Phil Garland says the explosive 2012 report was passed to then Minister for Children Frances Fitzgerald and Health Minister James Reilly.
But despite recommendations for a State inquiry, no action appears to have been taken.
Breaking his silence for the first time on the reports he helped compile, Mr Garland told The Star: “The HSE and the government weren’t interested. And they still aren’t.”
The sensational “draft reports” surround both Bessboro institution in Co Cork and Sacred Heart Mother and Baby facility in Tuam, Co Galway and reveal how:
the church was defrauding the government, women and adoptive parents of cash
doctors, social workers and workers still employed in HSE helped ‘traffick’ children
bishops sent written requests for babies to be made available for adoption
Over 1000 records were unearthed by civil servants including letters and photographs.
chiefs believe actions uncovered ‘could be criminal’
Mr Garland told The Star: “I know this information went to the very top of the HSE and to the then Minister for Children and Youth Affairs Frances Fitzgerald. The departments and the Minister just weren’t interested.“We wanted this to go much much further. It didn’t and I don’t know why.”The allegations transpired after the discovery of a “large archive” of files by a HSE worker in Co Galway in 2012.Health chiefs were immediately notified how the records, which included photographs and documentation, pointed to posisbly criminal activity operating in institutions during the 40s, 50s and 60s.The evidence uncovered was so strong it led HSE Chief Dr Declan McKeown to warn: “This may prove to be a scandal that dwarfs other.”
Two “draft” reports on “deep concerns” were then written by the then Consultant Public Health Physician.
They included recommendations for a State inquiry to then Health Minister James Reilly.
The documents include an email sent on October 12, 2012, by Dr McKeown to Mr Garland and another HSE colleague.
He said a social worker trying to “piece together” the information, which included photographs and documents, had collated a database of “up to 1,000 names”.
He added he would draft an “early warning” letter for the attention of Philip Crowley, National Director Quality Improvement, “suggesting that this goes all the way up to the Minister.”
The email goes on: “This may prove to be a scandal that dwarfs other, more recent issues with the church and state, because of the very emotive sensitivities around adoption of babies, with or without the will of the mother.
“A concern is that, if there is evidence of trafficking babies, that it must have been facilitated by doctors, social workers, etc. And a number of these health professionals may still be working in the system.
“It is important to send this up to the Minister as soon as possible: With a view to an inter-departmental committee and a fully fledged, fully resourced forensic investigation and state inquiry. “
On the same day a more detailed account of the concerns raised in the records was again sent via email to Dr Davida De La Harpe and Mr Garland.
In this paper, labelled “strictly confidential”, Dr McKeown said that there were serious concerns surrounding the infant mortality rate in the Co Cork home.
Death records over a 19 year period showed that a quarter of all babies born at the institution were recorded as having died within the first 12 months of their life.
However Dr Mc Keown said evidence was pointing to the belief that until the introduction of adoption legislation in 1950, nuns in Bessboro were falsely recording baby deaths.
“It has been mooted that this combination of evidence may point to babies being identified for adoption, principally to the USA, but has been recorded as infant deaths in Ireland and notified to the parents accordingly.
“This would have been possible before the introduction of adoption legislation. However it will take a more detailed study of practices and the accounting in Bessboro before this theory proven or disproven.”
The documents also touched upon evidence of similar – and more serious – practices taking place in Tuam.
“In common with Bessboro there is some evidence of coercion in that women were forced to stay in the home with their babies until well past the point that they were fit for discharge.
“During this time parents were charged with the upkeep of their children but it appears now that adoptive parents were also charged for the upkeep of the same baby.
“Babies were offered for adoption from the Bessboro and Tuam homes at up to three years of age. The trauma involved in this is revealed in an archive of photographs of children who were sent for adoption to the USA.”
It concluded: “In both of these cases, there are issues of concern in relation to historic patient safety, medical care, accounting irregularities and possible interference with birth and death certification which requires further investigation.
“Children, if not the mothers who passed trough these systems are likely to still be alive and at the very least any knowledge of their histories should be fully investigated and made available to them if they so choose.”
Mr Garland, who says he believes the archive is still in the property of the HSE, left his Assistant Director position shortly after the reports were made in 2012. But he says he remains troubled that no action seems to have been taken four years on.
His claims are the latest cover-up scandal to rock the HSE in a matter of weeks.
Just last week the health authority was force to apologise after an independent report found it failed to properly investigate abuse claims surrounding a Waterford foster home over a prolonged period despite two internal reviews.
I contacted a number of government departments over these allegations. Here is what each had to say in full.
HSE (Health Services Ireland)
“All information gathered HSE-Health Intelligence Unit during the course of their research has been passed to TUSLA.
“Any records relating to children and families in Ireland, both past and present are now owned by Tusla. The Commission of Investigation (Mother and Baby Homes and Certain Related Matters) was established in 2014 under the Commissions of Investigation Act 2004 by Order of Government under the stewardship of the Minister for Children and Youth Affairs. The Commission’s work is on-going and any individuals who were resident in or who worked in any of the Mother and Baby Homes or County Homes which are the subject of the investigation should contact the commission with any relevant information.”
The Department of Health
“The HSE provided a draft report which included the material in regard to Bessborough Mother and Baby Home and which indicated that conclusions must remain conjecture until a more forensic examination could be undertaken. This draft was provided to the Committee Secretariat and to the two Departmental representatives on the Committee. As these matters were outside the remit of the McAleese Committee, the HSE subsequently advised that these wider issues would be examined separately by the HSE. There is no record of the draft report being received by the Ministers.
“In 2014, the Minister for Children and Youth Affairs established an Inter Departmental Group in response to revelations and public controversy regarding conditions in Mother and Baby Homes. This controversy originally centred on the high rate of deaths at the Bon Secours Mother and Baby Home in Tuam, Co. Galway. The Group was to map the important dimensions of the issue, and to assist in developing appropriate terms of reference for a Commission of Investigation. The Commission of Investigation into Mother and Baby Homes and certain related matters was then established in February 2015 to provide a full account of the experiences of women and children who lived in mother and baby homes over the period 1922 -1998.”
Department of Children and Youth Affairs
“The information at issue was examined by the Health Service Executive (HSE)
as part of its response to the Committee to establish the facts of State
involvement with the Magdalen Laundries. In the course of this work the HSE
provided a draft report to the Committee secretariat and to the Department
of Health and the Department of Children and Youth Affairs. This draft
report included a separate appendix based on records from the former
Bessborough mother and baby home. The author of this draft report
acknowledged that its conclusions remained a matter of conjecture until
such time as a more forensic examination of the home’s records could be
undertaken by the HSE.
“The draft HSE report was not brought to Minister’s attention at that time.
“As these matters were outside the direct remit of the McAleese Committee,
the HSE subsequently advised that these wider concerns would be examined
separately by the HSE. The Department advised the HSE that any findings of
concern from this separate process should be appropriately communicated by
the HSE. This Department is not aware of any subsequent reports supplied
by the HSE in this regard.
“The Department of Children and Youth Affairs became actively involved in
responding to the concerns relating to Mother and Baby Homes following the
publication of information on the former Bon Secours Home in Tuam around
mid-2014. The Inter Departmental Group Report on Mother and Baby Homes,
published in July 2014, cites a number of reports from relevant authorities
which expressed concerns with undesirably high death rates during and
following the times these institutions were in operation. It also
references academic literature which clearly indicates that conditions in
these institutions were the subject of attention, report and debate since
the early years of the State. Therefore, it would not be accurate to
suggest that concerns in relation to conditions in mother and baby homes
were unknown or ignored prior to 2012.
LAST month I got speaking to two very brave brothers who decided to share their desperately sad story of how their father brainwashed them against their own mother.
JP and Brendan Byrne, both from Dublin, are the only authors in Ireland (that I am aware of) who have tackled parental alienation in this way. Their story tells how as young boys they were cruelly manipulated by their father into believing their mother didn’t love them and that for 18 years she had abandoned them.
By the time they realised that wasn’t the case they were grown men, and their mother had missed out on the most precious years of their lives.
A small piece of the below article was published in the Irish Daily Star today, but even reading my more indepth, original version won’t do JP and Brendan’s story justice. You have to read their fantastic book, Don’t Hug Your Mother, which include’s older brother JP’s diary entries from when he was a child. The story is heart rendering and shows just what damage can be done by this form of abuse which is illegal in Brazil. It’s also widely recognised in the US.
If you are from the UK and Ireland you can biy it here . JP and Brendan also have a great blog and are on Twitter ( JP / Brendan).
By Patricia Devlin
TWO Dublin brothers have told how they were “brainwashed” into believing their mother had abandoned them as children.
JP and Brendan Byrne, who are originally from Tallaght, said they only uncovered their father’s “web of lies” 18 years after their parent’s split up.
They’ve revealed their shocking story in a new book called Don’t Hug Your Mother, which shines a spotlight on parental alienation in Ireland.
Speaking following its release Brendan said: “We were led to believe our mother didn’t want anything to do with us, that she didn’t love us and just upped and left.
“The truth was we were being manipulated and used as weapons, and it cost us our relationship with our mother.”
The emotional book, which is compiled with the help of JP’s childhood diary entries, recounts how the brothers’ relationship with their mum was wiped out in the space of a year.
“After our parent’s split up, we only saw our mother for a few hours every other weekend, and when we did our father would give us a list of instructions before we’d go.
“One of those was, ‘if she goes to hug you, duck out of the hugs’. Obviously that was very hard for me.
“I was only nine or ten and I was particularly close to her and felt I needed her at that time, a hug was something I would have wanted.
“We were told not to accept presents or money from here, and if she said anything nice to us not to reply.
“As time went on we were dressed in clothes that our mother wouldn’t have put us in, our hair was done in a different way, and we were told to tell her that this was the way my dad’s new wife Natalie dressed us.”
Contact eventually ceased between the mother and her sons.
It was only 18 years later when both men were in their 20s that they realised the extent of manipulation they were under as children.
JP and Brendan confronted their father but instead of receiving an apology he cut all of contact with them.
“He sent me a text message saying, ‘I just said goodbye to your brother, it’s time to say goodbye to you as well,” said Brendan.
“To be honest I was kind of delighted. He was such a manipulator that I would have felt guilty if I was the one ending contact. I just thought, ‘I’m free’.”
With the help of their older brother Seamus, JP and Brendan tracked down their mother in 2008.
They had an emotional reunion on the platform of a Co Wexford train station.
“She was there with my aunt and we went over like two boys going for inspection,” recalled Brendan.
“She actually mixed us both up because she hadn’t seen us in so long. It was just great to see her.”
He added: “She missed our childhood, she’s missed how I got to this age and it wasn’t a great ride either to get to that stage because of our father. It shouldn’t have happened.”
Parental alienation involves the unwarranted rejection of one, previously loved, parent by a child following a separation or divorce.
Last year the Parental Alienation Awareness Association of Ireland said there was a lack of understanding of how serious this form of abuse can be and how much damage can be caused to children as a result. The group have called on the government to make alienation a criminal offence.
Brendan added: “It’s taken us a long time to untangle the web of lies by our father. Hopefully our story can help others.”
Don’t Hug Your Mother is available now to buy on Amazon.
Last year I carried out an investigation into how anti-abortion protesters were confronting women using Belfast’s Marie Stopes Centre. The article received a lot of feedback, with most shocked at the tactics used by some’pro-life’ campaigners. Following this month’s High Court case involving one activist challenging a harassment notice served on her by the PSNI, I thought I’d republish the piece, which appeared in Sunday Life, again.
A link to the camera footage is available at the bottom of the article.
Followed down the street and told my unborn baby had been ‘christened’ James, an anti-abortion protester pulls out a tiny plastic foetus doll from her pocket and tells me: “This is what your baby looks like”.
I was told I would become suicidal, that I would regret the decision for the rest of my life.
I was also told that if I’d been raped, I’d get over it – but I’d never get over terminating my pregnancy.
I’m not pregnant, but the vast majority of women who use Marie Stopes Centre in Belfast are.
They include women who have serious mental health issues,women who have fallen pregnant through rape or incest. And then there are the women who have a very much-wanted pregnancy, but who are faced with the devastating diagnosis of severe foetal abnormality.
I went undercover to experience what they do every time they visit the Great Victoria Street clinic.
And each time I went there I was chased down the street, had graphic images of dead foetuses pushed into my hands and was offered ‘help’ from pro-life group Precious Life.
My last visit laid bare some of the tactics used by anti-abortion activists.
I’d been clocked by the protesters, who have a permanent presence outside, entering the building just after 2pm. Two women stood outside with ‘abortion is murder’ posters, while another stood at the door with a clipboard.
When I left 40 minutes later, there were two women waiting at the door.
“You are going to be a fantastic mother, please don’t be afraid, we can help you with anything you need,” one said, as she walked after me.
“No matter how difficult it is you’ll never be able to undo this, this is going to be the happiest moment of your life.”
After declining her help, the protester, said: “Were you raped? We can help you, we can give you counselling, don’t be worrying.
“Whoever done that to you is going to be doing it to you all over again, because you are not going to get over the abortion, you will be able to get over the rape.
“And the beautiful love of your baby will help you do that, please take our information, please let us help you.”
I declined, once again, but it didn’t put this activist off. In fact, it made her worse.
“We’ve called your baby James, we’ve called him James,” she said.
“You can’t bring your baby back darling, you will go through a much harder time than this.
“All this is us reaching out to you, we want to help you.
“I love you, I know your pain. We’ve been through this before.”
Directing me to Precious Life’s new offices – a stone’s throw from the Marie Stopes Centre – I was told I could be taken there now, and given ‘help’.
“Those people up there (Marie Stopes) don’t care about you, all they want is your money. You can never bring your baby back.
“I had a girl in my house and she was so distraught that we were frightened for her taking her own life, and she said she wanted to take her own life, because she wanted her baby back, and we couldn’t do that for her.
“We offered her help and support after, but she said you can’t help me, all I want is my baby back.
“I have a counsellor that is down here and can speak to you now, and she can offer you every support, that you need mentally.”
By this stage, I’d been trying to shake-off this protester for five minutes. I’d attempted to cross the road using the traffic lights, I’d walked up and down the same stretch of footpath twice.
As this was all happening two PSNI officers were walking up and down the street.
The PSNI now keep a regular watch on the centre, following the high-profile conviction of Precious Life organiser Bernadette Smyth for harassment (later overturned on appeal) against the centre’s director.
The officers watched this woman follow me from the doors of the centre, as I tried to cross the street to get away, and as I continually declined her ‘help’. They did not intervene, but they did ask our photographer why he was taking pictures in the area.
Then, in a parting shot, the protester reached into her pocket and pulled out a tiny plastic foetus doll.
“This is what your baby looks like,” she said. “Arms and legs and fingers and toes, its heart is beating – from 21 days, and you are actually going to be killing a human being, a baby. Your baby.”
I finally escaped her attentions, safe in the knowledge that I would not have to run the gauntlet again.
But many women – some desperate for help – don’t believe they have any choice.
ABUSED at the age of two, gang raped by eight and giving birth to twins at 12.
This is the horrific story of a Dublin woman who was the victim of an Irish paedophile ring – which included her grandfather, dad and uncles.
Today Anne, not her real name, speaks about the endless years of abuse she suffered at the hands of the male and female gang of sex predators – and how she hopes to be reunited with the son she gave birth to after being raped.
“Not a day goes by that I don’t think of him,” she said in an emotional interview.
“He is 14 now, and I hope and pray he is safe…but I don’t know. All I want is answers.”
Anne, who is now 27, says she was forced to give birth in secret after falling pregnant to one of her abusers at the age of 11.
Just months into her first year of secondary school, and shortly after celebrating her 12th birthday, she went into labour as she walked to class.
“I wasn’t very good at going to school anyway, I knew how to skip out, so that’s what I did,” she said.
“I could only go to the people who knew I was pregnant, my relatives who were also my abusers. And I was taken to a bedroom in one of their homes. “
Anne says that a number of people, including an uncle and two woman, were present in the Dublin house where she went through hours of gruelling labour, without pain relief or medical help.
She gave birth to a little boy, who she named Jamie.
“He was healthy….crying straight away. Then I said to one of the woman, I need to push again.
“This time the baby didn’t cry, he was stillborn. She said: “I got to stay with them both for a little while, because they (abusers) started to panic. They didn’t know what to do, they kept saying, we didn’t know she was having two. “Then they came back, and then they told me put the stillborn baby into a box, then in to a bag. Then they made me put him before him in the bin.
Breaking down in tears, Anne said: “They told me had to do it, because it was my fault I got pregnant.”
The next day, as the 12 year-old child stayed holed up in her abuser’s home, the baby boy was removed from her care.
Anne believes the child was illegally registered and brought up not that far from the house where he was born.
She does not know what ever became of the tiny, lifeless body of his brother.
“I don’t know if my other son ended up in the bin truck or if he was buried in the garden of one of their (abusers) homes” she said. “Again, I don’t know. It is something I think about every day.”
Her shocking case echoes that of the Dalkey ‘House of Horrors’ horror, which involved Cynthia Owen who gave birth to a baby girl when she was a child.
The baby was stabbed to death and dumped in a laneway. No one has ever been charged in relation to that case.
The years of abuse finally ended when Anne turned 15.
“I was no good to them anymore, I was no longer a child,” she said.
As she reached her late teens, she was eventually moved away from her abusive relatives, but still struggled with the effect of the abuse.
In 2014, after years of self harm and suicidal attempts, Anne opened up to a close female relative about her hell, and then bravely went to gardai.
The Minister of Justice has since ordered a full garda report into the alleged sex ring case.
The Garda Commissioner and Tusla child and family agency have also been notified.
The Star has also seen a letter from a gynaecologist who examined Anne in a bid to prove her pregnancy to gardai.
In the letter dated January 22, 2016, a gynaecologist wrote: “I would not dispute the fact that she could have been pregnant previously.”
One of her abusers, a convicted paedophile, passed away before Anne could report the abuse.
Despite the rest being questioned by gardai, they all still walk the streets.
“I know for a fact there are other victims.” she said. “I know because we abused in front of one another.
“We were even made to abuse each other. It was an open secret.”
Although Anne hopes that her alleged abusers will face justice, she says her main priority is finding the son who was cruelly stolen from her.
“I want to find my son and be reunited with him,” she said. “If he is in a safe and loving home, I wouldn’t dream of taking him away from that. “But what if he is not? What if he is in danger?”
This story originally appeared in the Irish Daily Star in April 2016
WHEN Terri Harrison discovered her period was late in February 1973, she knew she had to leave Catholic Ireland.
“The plan was if I discovered I wasn’t pregnant I’d have a ball for about a month and then come home,” said Terri. “If I was then to hell with everyone else, I wasn’t coming back.”
Within weeks the 18 year-old from Drimnagh had arrived in London, landed herself a job on Oxford Street and discovered, officially, she was about to become a mum.
“I had it all figured out,” the 62 year-old told The Star. “I had a friend who was gay, we were going to move in together, tell people he was the dad and his family would be delighted.We’d bring up the baby together and I was never, ever coming back to Ireland.”
Terri didn’t come back to Ireland – willingly.
After a minor accident at a relative’s home which left her in hospital, her news didn’t stay secret for very long. Within days a priest and two nuns called to the London house where she was staying, bundled her into a car and put her on a plane to Cork.
On landing she was driven to the notorious Bessborough House mother and baby facility where she was told she would live for the foreseeable future.
She would have to work, would not be allowed to leave the premises and most importantly respect and obey the nuns who knew what was best for her and her baby. Unknown to Terri her unborn baby had already been accounted for before she’d walked through the doors.
“The first test they gave you in that institution was not to check the health of the baby, it was to see if you had gonorrhoea. That was their priority, that you were clean and that they’d get megabucks for this baby.
“I was carrying a very expensive commodity. I was even assigned a name – Tracey. My own wasn’t good enough.”
A few weeks in, strong-willed Terri had had enough of the oppression, humiliation and control.
“I was about four or five months pregnant and the baby’s dad Liam came up to visit. Somehow we were allowed into the grounds and we made a run for it. We eventually got to the train station and travelled to Dublin. I visited my eldest sister and her husband sold me out and the nuns were called.”
A decision was taken to keep Terri in Dublin and she was taken to St Patrick’s facility on the Navan Road. A few months later she gave birth to a son, who she called Niall.
“I was in labour for three days. They shut me in a room with no doctors, no nurses, and no pain relief. I was shaking that much in pain they had to tie my hands to the bed.
“I had a condition called placenta praevia, which meant the after birth came out before the baby. I lost that much blood they had to wrap both me and him in tinfoil.
“I remember holding Niall, or ‘cuddles’ as I called him, and after that I can’t remember much. I was in shock.”
Sadly the horrific birth was just the beginning of Terri’s nightmare.
“You are holding your baby, your brand new bundle of joy, and you are being told you are a filthy, selfish whore. How selfish of a bitch are you? To deprive this child of a mammy and daddy with a lovely home.
“When you were feeding your baby, you were only allowed to feed him laid out on your lap, you weren’t allowed to bond because their mammy and daddy wouldn’t be happy. And you know how they vetted the people who bought your baby? How often they went to mass and how much money they put on the plate.”
Despite watching other ‘inmates’ lose their children, Terri was convinced that somehow she would be able to take her son home. But when Niall was five weeks and four days old he disappeared.
“I fed him at 6am that morning and went back up at around 11am. As I was going up the stairs another girl shouted up to me, ‘his cot is empty’. I went ballistic.”
Terri was sedated and taken to a room inside the institution. The next day she was handed a ticket to England. She left the institution shortly after, and returned to Ireland just a few months later.
She went on to rebuild her life and have three more children, but Niall was never stayed far from her mind.
When her son turned 18 she tried to make contact with him.
Sadly he has no interest in meeting Terri, knowing anything about her, their relationship, what happened when he was a baby, or what has happened since. However she hopes someday he will change his mind.
“It gets worse as you get older because you know it is getting closer to the day you will leave this planet,” she said.
Today Terri continues to help survivors like herself who are still struggling from the horror of Ireland’s mother and baby hell. Next month she will help launch the newly formed United Survivors group of which she is a founding member.
The campaign group aims to not only achieve truth and justice for victims, but also put an end to the offensive labelling some survivors still endure today.
“Labelling me in 2016 does nothing to help educate people or change attitudes.” she says.
“I cringe, and I mean seriously cringe, when someone labels me a birth mother because I never was one. I don’t even know what that means.
“Another one is to call them a mother and baby ‘home’. They didn’t exist. They were slave camps, prison camps. I’ve researched ex-prisoner of war camps, and they were the exact same as us. No rights whatsoever.
“I’ll give you an example; down the road in 1973 there was Mountjoy Prison.
“Me in Mountjoy; one bang on the cell door and you get painkillers, health care, legal help.
“Me in the institution; none of it existed. The gates closed, the doors closed.
“But one thing I have always said is I was never anyone’s victim. I was a target carrying a very expensive commodity.”
This month I spoke to a number of survivors of Ireland’s horrific mother and baby institutions.
One of those was David Kinsella, a Dublin man who was born in the notorious St Patrick’s facility on the Navan Road.
The 58 year-old’s story is incredibly heartbreaking. Set aside the abuse he suffered from the very day he was born, he never got the chance to meet his mum as she passed away before he was given her details. On the same day he found out that his mother had died, he discovered he had siblings, including a sister called Emma, in the UK.
After speaking together on the phone Emma jetted in to Dublin to meet her brother. She told him that their mum Elizabeth had taken David’s existence to the grave. They laughed and cried together before parting ways.
A few months later David received an email from Emma saying she’d spoken to his other siblings and because their lives had ‘evolved’ without him, they wished to continue that way.
Another heartbreaking rejection that this incredible man didn’t deserve.
That was 11 years ago and David still holds on to hope that he will build a relationship with his siblings. Just last month the father-of-six sent Emma one last email in a bid to build bridges.
Said David: “I said to her that I will always be grateful for her coming to meet me and telling me a little about our mum. If she does wish to contact me, she can. My door is always open. At the end of the day life is short, we all age and we all die.”
Here is David’s full interview published in the Irish Daily Star earlier this week.
A Dublin man who was born into a notorious mother and baby institution in the 50s says he believes the State used him as a medical trial subject.
David Kinsella, 58, a trained trauma and addiction therapist, was given countless vaccinations from the day he was born until the age of four at the now defunct St Patrick’s ‘home’, Dublin.
The father-of-six has made the claims after scouring his medical records from his time at the Catholic church-run facility.
They were obtained after a 40 year search for his biological mother, who sadly passed away before David had a chance to meet her.
Speaking to The Star yesterday Mr Kinsella said: “I believe I was a medical trial subject for them where I was getting additional injections, vaccines, that I should not have been getting. And that’s evident in my medical records.
“The amount of vaccine notes in my records is substantial. There was one year I got the same vaccine twice.
“I was given the BCG vaccine on the 12th of December 1958, when I was 4 months old. And on the 18th of December, four days later, I’m anointed and confirmed. In grave danger of death, my records say.
“My adoption was delayed three or four times because I was hospitalised six times according to records.
“On one of the occasions I ended up in St Kevin’s Hospital, St James’ now, for seven months.
“According to the records I had to get a full blood transfusion and I also had deteriorated iron malabsorption, which can come from malnutrition.
“And I do believe that unknown to my adoptive parents, it (vaccine trials) continued on until I was in primary school.
“I recall a doctor regularly calling to my adoptive parents house, where I was held down and forced to get big drops into my eye and more injections.”
David was born into the notorious Catholic church run institution in 1958.
His mother Elizabeth, an unmarried 31 year-old woman at the time, left St Patrick’s for England around 18 months after he was born.
She went on to marry and have four more children but never told them of David’s existence.
She sadly passed away at the age of 61 after a battle with bowel cancer and was buried in Basingstoke, England.
David joined his new family in Clondalkin at the age of four, but did not discover he was adopted until the age of 11.
When he turned 18 he sought to find his birth mother but was told by the then Eastern Health Board there were no records.
Overcome with feelings of emptiness and what he calls genetic bewilderment, David spiralled into alcoholism and prescription drug abuse from his late teens to mid-20s.
He bravely underwent rehabilitative therapy at the age of 25, before setting out again to find his biological mother, this time through St Louise’s adoption authority. Again he was told no records existed.
“It was only when I tried for a third time under the HSE in 2003 that a social worker, a lovely lady who was dedicated to my case, helped me,” said David.
“I’ll never forget the day that she rang me in my office on November 7, 2005. She said, ‘David I have good news and bad news for you.
“Ethically I’d rather meet you in person but in this instance I have to talk to you on the phone because I have someone else on the other line from England. She’s a sibling of yours and she wants to fly in next Friday and meet you.
“The bad news is your mum died at the age of 61 from bowel cancer in Basingstoke in London.”
After coming to terms with the bitter-sweet revelation David met his younger sister Emma the following week.
“We spoke for hours and we cried,” he said.
“She said to me, ‘sadly David your existence was taken to the grave’.
“She knew nothing about me nor did any of my other siblings.
“Emma said she can’t fathom how mum could leave a child. My reply to her was that the fear inside St Patrick’s was greater than her maturity.
“I also have a very strong belief that the nuns there, as they did with many other mums, told my mother that I had passed away after I was anointed and confirmed. In fact, I am 99.9 per cent sure they did. Sadly I’ll never know for sure.”
The joy of meeting his half-sibling helped David overcome his grief from losing the mum he never met.
Unfortunately a few months later Emma dealt him another heart-rending blow.
“I received an email from Emma saying that she’d spoken to my other siblings and because their lives have evolved without me for the last 40 years, they wished to continue that way,” explained David.
“She said she didn’t know if we would get in touch again and wished me well.”
Today David refuses to let the rejection he has suffered in the past from helping other victims like himself.
As one of the founding members of the newly formed United Survivors group, the 58 year-old is spearheading a campaign for an official government apology to the victims of mother and baby facilities here.
“We also want to give victims the strength to fight for justice and speak out,” he said.
He also revealed that after 11 years of no contact, he has sent his sister one last email in the hope of building a relationship with her.
Said David: “I said to her that I will always be grateful for her coming to meet me and telling me a little about our mum.
“If she does wish to contact me, she can. My door is always open. At the end of the day life is short, we all age and we all die.”